I am the avatar of perfect secrecy. A kiddo whose neurotic behavior resembles that of a yoyo. My obsessive compulsiveness borders on slight lunacy, which I hate and love at the same time. They say I’m the nicest so I guess I’m nice. I can be your friend but never your worst enemy because why bother making enemies when you can just ditch them and go on with what you do best having a life. what you see is not what you get so come inside and take a look around. Don’t think I’m a snob just secluding myself to some people who have a deteriorating brain and the like. But I’m actually friendly. Wow! Confused ha. I do crazy stuffs. Friends say I’m funny bit corny. Spoiled. Stubborn! Hardheaded. Headstrong. I love challenges. I stick to my intuitions. I don’t let other people control over my decisions. I’m such a sloth. I’m very lazy and slow. Can’t keep up with this fast-paced world. I symbolize a very happy-go-lucky approach in life. Whatever the surroundings may be. Harsh or cheerful. I remain unaffected. In fact. I spread cheer wherever I go, really. I am good at consoling people in their times of need. I dislike hypocrisy and tend to be away from hypocrites. I’m typical snobbish guy that has his own world. Holds his own principles and follows his own rules which is definitely true because I make my own rules. Others say I’m just a quiet type of buddy but it all falls like this. (moody lang ako..) Sometimes. if we can get along better than any other sH*ts in the world, then we can jive.. if not. why make ourselves feel worse? Just simply quit... (stuff) I hate rpg games. I copy, I’m a freak, I’m shy, I’m wild, I’m hyper, I’m lazy, I’m a crammer, I work hard, I fight, I love, I sin, I’m weird, I fool, I laugh, I forgive, I’m impatient, I wait, I’m dirty, I’m neat, I’m political, I’m imperfect (no duh..), I’m funny, I’m corny, I’m free, I hurry, I rush, I’m aesthetic, I’m experimental, I’m adventurous, I get easily scared, I derive joy, I see everything as an illusion, (but still) I enjoy, I comment, I form opinions, I curse, I blame, I judge, I’m quiet, I like being solo, I like group works, I’m single, I’m talkative, I’m unwanted, I’m known, I plan, I moan, I cry, I smile, I’m a murderer, I kick ass, I get my ass kicked, I call, I text, I listen, I daydream, I rock, I don’t read, I write, I’m sobrang pikon, I’m "TAMAAAAD". I want peace, I’m a war freak, I’m hostile, I join, I leave, I’m cool, I’m hot-tempered, I believe in God, I’m not so sure He's real, I defend, I attack, I talk trash, I’m pardonable, I hate my enemies, I’m broken, I’m refined, I’m serious, I’m an asshole, I’m active, I’m energetic, I want respect, I disrespect, I hate math, I am hell, I am my own critic, I’m insane, I mutter, I praise, I pray seldom, I’m selfish, I’m generous, I love my family, I love my friends, I don’t like myself, I don’t like my life, i cant do anything with it, i just have to live it.
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November 7, 2009 [ 01:09 AM ]
by orekimok
Hello everyone, I've come out from one of my successful hiatus (finally!). I haven't touched this blog for half-a-year. How are things here lately? I looks like everyone is dead... oh my ghulay...
Maintaining a blog is hard nowadays... well, for me of course. There are some people are comfortable doing it. They are gifted ones with the power of words and a bunch of ideas in my mind put together to form a great post, so great that everyone steals them and claims the stolen entries as theirs (okay, that's the sad part) but it doesn't stop most authors to make astounding entries.
With the proliferation of this so-called hype called Facebook, it made matters worse. I got to the point that I never respnded to game requests because I'm too busy with my FarmVille, Mafia Wars and Vampire Wars. But after the great flood, thanks to Typhoon Ondoy, I got back to my senses that I should not dependent to those games.
So... what should I post? Posting for a nerdy introduction sounds bland.
Maybe I'll save my words for later, when the inspiration strikes...
Good day.
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November 6, 2009 [ 07:39 PM ]
by soulfly
I fell in love with you
Because I fell in love with you because
I fell in love with you because I fell in love with you
because I fell in love
with you because I fell in love with you
because I fell
in love with you because I fell in
love
with you because I fell in love with you because
I fell in love
with you because I fell in love with you because
I fell in love with
you
because I fell in love
with you
because I fell in love
with you
because I fell
in love
with you
because I fell in love with you
because I fell in love with you because
I fell in
love
with you
And I say it
17 times because
17 is a prime number
(it is indivisible)
And I say it
because
I cannot hide it like
a sore thumb or a hard-on
And I say it because I
cannot keep myself from saying I fell in love with you
because I fell in love with you because
I fell in love with you because I fell
in love with you
because I fell in love with you
because I fell
in love with you because I fell in love
with you
because
my mind runs around like
a mad dog. So
go deep
on me
go hard on me
because
-ni Makoy Dakuykoy
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November 5, 2009 [ 09:19 PM ]
by ladyapril01
haha.. after months of not seeing each other, finally today is the day.. haha..
how did it happened??
me and kagandahang jessica planned last wednesday to have a special meeting for the suprise celebration for ate she because she will be graduating this saturday, the said call time is exactly 9am but because of my kagandahang insan 11:30am ng-start.. astig noh?? and because of the super organize meeting the only presidents came are crim,cs,hrm.. haha.. sinundo p nmin c kuya jef sa accountancy pero okie lng kc masaya nman, and kung super lucky k p tlga ate she is not around in university because she's having a lunch with their Dean kya we decide to eat muna sa zola for the meeting for the "real" suprise lunch for our dear president..we are with gagay pla..
going there, super ingay at kwentuhan kmi, prang di kmi ngkita ng ilang taon ni insan nd tinatawanan kmi nung dalawang mokong, inggit lng cla.. hihi.. i saw ferdinand also and said n gumaganda daw ako.. naks nman! knina c sir john nagsbi nun eh.. haha.. sna dw m2loy ung get-together ng mga sof1 sa december.. soo, ayun na, nakarating na kmi and we decided to order sizzing porchop with hot rice.. weee.. nghntay p muna kmi ng 10 mins for the preparation.. grabe gutom nmin nun kya super talk n lng kmi while waiting, insan was shocked bcoz c gagay pla is kptid ng ex koh, ngtaka cya bat super close prn and un ngng topic nmin buong araw.. haha.. pero hndi p rn nmin nakalimutan ang pnka-agenda and that is the suprise lunch for ate she, when the food is served super kwentuhn prn kmi and ngng expression ng mga boyz "take ur time" kc sobrang daldal at ingay tlga nmin knowing n we are eating.. haha.. la lng, di nauubusan eh.. insan admire my being "MAAYOS na babae" dw, ewan koh dun, sbi p dw kht cya din dw ung nanay ng ex koh, boto dw cya skin kc konti n lng dw ung mga babae n 2lad koh na n super all-in-one package n and ayun pinuri nnman nmin mga sarili nmin.. haha.. sana nga gnun din c "toot" kso di ako n-appreciate eh.. bdtrip!
after we ate, hinatid nmin c gagay kc uuwi na, pumunta kmi ng dagupan astro to look for ate she kc ka2usapin nmin kung kelan tlga cya available, we walked and talked a lot ulit ng papunta at lalo atang ngng worst kc lalo ata kming ngng ma-ingay sa daan kc ang topic c "toot", ayun nsa2yangan c insan sa nangyri smin and how coincidence na 18 din monthsary nla.. hayz! sayang tlaga.. pdting nmin dun, super bonding ky ate she and medyo tambay at pahinga ng konti.. tinuro din ni insan crush nya at okey nman cya.. matangkad.. hehe..
we stayed there for an hour tpz balik skul, ng-kwentuhan kmi dun hanggang 4pm, tpz pinakila2 smin ni kuya venz ung best friend nya, c kuya israel.. medyo cutie and single.. pwede.. haha.. iba-iba ngng topic pero more on girlie talk tlga, luvlife nming dlwa, family, at kalokohan and ayun medyo may prob c insan sa luvlife nya, nata2kot cyang ma-fall sa iba kc mahal nya c alexis kc may crushie cya ung tinuro nya sa astro, kya un, bzta kya m yan insan! kw pa! haha.. bzta ang mahalaga maganda taung dalawa.. sinamahan koh din cyang kumuha ng subjs nya and finally we went home n rn.. thankz sa paghatid insan..
because of our super long talked and bonding, ang dmi pla nming similarities ni insan 
1) same monthsary (18)
2) don't know how to swim
3) allergic to alcoholic beverages
4) don't dance at all
5) abong (means asa bahay lang)
6) 20 years old
haha.. soulmate?? bzta saya tlga ng kwentuhan knina.. more bonding kagandahang insan jes hihi..
muahz!
while waiting for insan pla, ng-usap muna kmi ni gagay and ayun na sabi nya na gustong-gusto dw ako mama irene.. hayz.. super sad tlga, i'm planning to visit them kso di natuloy kc may meeting with the council presidents.. namimiz koh 2loy c "toot" kht hndi dapat.. bad shot!
i received this quote pla.. share koh lng..
people always think that the most painful thing in life is losing the one you value,
the truth is,
the most painful thing is losing yourself in the process of valuing someone too much and forgetting that you are SPECIAL too..
kuha mo?
November 4, 2009 [ 11:43 PM ]
by soulfly
Jampacked ang Conspiracy Bar! Bukod sa mga kasama (mga tagasuporta ng pambansa-demokratikong kilusan), nandun din sina Jess Santiago at Bobby Balingit.
First time kong makaharap si Axel Pinpin na nakakausap ko na thru email bago pa siya nabilanggo.
Sa event na yun, na-reaffirm ko kung saang politika gustong lumakad ng puso't kaluluwa ng pagsusulat ko.
...............................
Bakit ko ba pnapakinggan ngayon ang Borderline ni Madonna? Jologs..
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November 4, 2009 [ 11:03 PM ]
by ladyapril01
three months rule is over.. today is NOVEMBER 5 and it only shows na wla n tlga and i really should move on.. three months lng akong umasa at ngpaka-tanga sa wala..
AUGUST 5, 2009 / around 11:30 AM, that was three months ago and the exactly day and time when we finally separate each other.. it was really unexpected, i was drove by my emotions.. anong alam koh n mggng gnun mangyyri?? cnong mkpgssbi n ung dalawang taong mahal na mahal ang isa't-isa at hndi alam kung pano mghhwlay ay bglang mghi2wlay.. i don't know how to explain my feelings right now.. HAPPY coz finally i'm free and i almost give respect to our 8 months relationship but why SAD?? simple lng, TANGA p rn kc ako, i'm still hoping that my supposed to be lifetime prince will come again and will hug and kiss me..
ewan koh.. nhhrapan p rn ako, umaasa p rn pero bkit?? why should i letting myself feel this one?? i don't deserve it in the first place, it's obvious he don't luv me anymore, he's happy with someone else, someone who's nearer to him, prettier, lovelier i guess and more understable and less selosa.. i have no idea on what his girl looks like but according to my source maputi daw which is different to me coz i'm morena.. ano nman ngaun LANA??? ang dmi nmang ngkkgusto sau.. ano nman ngaun 
believe it or not, i'm crying right now, emotional n kung emotional, wla lng.. i thought he's the one, the one who can bring me to aisle and can shout to the world na "YES! AKIN NA SI LANA!" pero hindi, he left unexpectedly, san ako ngkulang?? i almost did everything to save our relationship pero wla, ngmukha p rn akong tanga sa huli, mhrap nga tlgang ipilit ang sarili sa taong ayaw na sau..
san ba koh ngkamali?? nagmahal lng nman ako, oo selosa ako pero alam m nman kung bkit db?? you know how much i value our relationshp, i almost called and texted you, alam mng i can't go sa manila coz i have my class here pero sna nman hndi m cnbi ung totoo nung supposed to be monthsary ntn, you admit na you have someone else, alam m b kung anong labas nun skin?? niloko mo koh, pinaasa ng sobra! kc alam m ng ngkkandarapa ako ng sgot gling sau tpz ung sgot m, aside sa late, sobrang sakit p! hayz!
and you know what adds the pain? is the truth na pinalitan mo agad ako.. bat gnun?? madali b kng kalimutan?? gnyan b tlga kapg long-distance relationshp?? mnsan nga iniisp koh kung minahal m b tlga ako, which is hndi nman ata, wla lng, niligawan m lng ako coz you're missing to have someone to take gud care of you, i do admit sometimes feeling koh hndi mo koh gnun k-mahal, na hndi k gnun k-proud compare nung nili2gawan m c ailyn, nili2gawan p lng un ha..
message to him:
thank you. sobrang thank you sa lahat. thank you for teaching me to be strong and to learn to stand on the words i say. thank you for being strict. thank you for the good and bad memories. thank you for introducing me to your family especially to your mom. you know how happy i am to have a new mom. i hope i can still call your mom, "MAMA". always take good care of yourself. i'm always proud of you. thank you too for letting me love you and making me MS. CARANZA for eight months. always be happy and take good care of her. i miss you.
honestly, hindi ako galit sknya, ngttmpo lng coz we ended badly, those things written above are the things and feelings that i encountered on my three months of healing and still in the process of healing..
right now, i know that it's about time that i should be happy and love someone else and i'm praying to God and St. Jude that my next mr.right will be the last one, coz i know and they know that i'm not really good on moving on, that i be more happier and luckier on him..
kuha mo?
November 3, 2009 [ 11:07 PM ]
by ladyapril01
haha.. dahil nga sa sobrang boring nga kmi dhil sa case study na hndi matapos-tapos nagkaroon ng luv team sa klase.. haha..
it was jane and jayvee.. J to J nga dw.. haha.. pano b ng-start?? eh itong cla glenn and nikki ang ng-start and ayun ng-grow na tlga.. ngaun isa n clang matinding tandem and kami ang mga fans.. nagising nman ang mga dugo nmin dhil dun kc sobrang antok n tlga kami.. as in! haha.. tpoz may mga pampagising p n music kaya sobrang bongga, hndi nttkot na m-inc sa grade.. haha..
NOYNOY AQUINO and MAR ROXAS dn went sa skul, ayun sobrang bangag nnman kc may politicians n ddting and super happy kc UL lng tlga ang venue so some of the students from different skul came to see nonoy, ayun nakita nmin and wla lng.. haha.. uMmm.. ala nman c mar, hndi dumating.. psaway tlga.. haha.. sinama koh lng c mar para bonnga, riza hontiveros and d son of guingona ang andun, cla kris and other kapatid nya dpat andun kso kumakain p dw.. haha.. nakuha dn kmi ng video ky kris when they are in ST. John Cathedral for Soc Villegas.. cya n kc bgong archibishop ng pangasinan.. bongga db?? haha..
i also saw insan and were planning for the graduation of ate she sna matuloy.. late nnman kming umuwi ng dahil sa VB.. hayz!
good day
kuha mo?
November 2, 2009 [ 09:35 PM ]
by ladyapril01
cla lng.. haha..
yupz! back2skul n mga kpatid koh pero hndi ako kht n and2 ako ngaun sa skul.. haha..
i'm juz going to meet my thesis members and ggwin lng ang case study.. hehe.. medyo nkktmad pero ayos lng nman.. hihi.. keysa asa bahay lng
enjoy ur day guys muahz!
our group pic during our thesis
kuha mo?
November 1, 2009 [ 06:15 PM ]
by ladyapril01
WELCOME TO PANGASINAN
archbishop soc villegas
enjoy you're stay here
we love you!
muahz!
The Holy Father appointed Bishop Socrates B. Villegas of Balanga, Philippines, as archbishop of Lingayen-Dagupan (area 1,565, population 1,313,000, Catholics 1,084,000, priests 76, religious 57), Philippines. The archbishop-elect was born in Manila, Philippines in 1960, he was ordained a priest in 1985 and consecrated a bishop in 2001. He succeeds Archbishop Oscar V. Cruz, whose resignation from the pastoral care of the same archdiocese the Holy Father accepted, upon having reached the age limit.
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