I am the avatar of perfect secrecy. A kiddo whose neurotic behavior resembles that of a yoyo. My obsessive compulsiveness borders on slight lunacy, which I hate and love at the same time. They say I’m the nicest so I guess I’m nice. I can be your friend but never your worst enemy because why bother making enemies when you can just ditch them and go on with what you do best having a life. what you see is not what you get so come inside and take a look around. Don’t think I’m a snob just secluding myself to some people who have a deteriorating brain and the like. But I’m actually friendly. Wow! Confused ha. I do crazy stuffs. Friends say I’m funny bit corny. Spoiled. Stubborn! Hardheaded. Headstrong. I love challenges. I stick to my intuitions. I don’t let other people control over my decisions. I’m such a sloth. I’m very lazy and slow. Can’t keep up with this fast-paced world. I symbolize a very happy-go-lucky approach in life. Whatever the surroundings may be. Harsh or cheerful. I remain unaffected. In fact. I spread cheer wherever I go, really. I am good at consoling people in their times of need. I dislike hypocrisy and tend to be away from hypocrites. I’m typical snobbish guy that has his own world. Holds his own principles and follows his own rules which is definitely true because I make my own rules. Others say I’m just a quiet type of buddy but it all falls like this. (moody lang ako..) Sometimes. if we can get along better than any other sH*ts in the world, then we can jive.. if not. why make ourselves feel worse? Just simply quit... (stuff) I hate rpg games. I copy, I’m a freak, I’m shy, I’m wild, I’m hyper, I’m lazy, I’m a crammer, I work hard, I fight, I love, I sin, I’m weird, I fool, I laugh, I forgive, I’m impatient, I wait, I’m dirty, I’m neat, I’m political, I’m imperfect (no duh..), I’m funny, I’m corny, I’m free, I hurry, I rush, I’m aesthetic, I’m experimental, I’m adventurous, I get easily scared, I derive joy, I see everything as an illusion, (but still) I enjoy, I comment, I form opinions, I curse, I blame, I judge, I’m quiet, I like being solo, I like group works, I’m single, I’m talkative, I’m unwanted, I’m known, I plan, I moan, I cry, I smile, I’m a murderer, I kick ass, I get my ass kicked, I call, I text, I listen, I daydream, I rock, I don’t read, I write, I’m sobrang pikon, I’m "TAMAAAAD". I want peace, I’m a war freak, I’m hostile, I join, I leave, I’m cool, I’m hot-tempered, I believe in God, I’m not so sure He's real, I defend, I attack, I talk trash, I’m pardonable, I hate my enemies, I’m broken, I’m refined, I’m serious, I’m an asshole, I’m active, I’m energetic, I want respect, I disrespect, I hate math, I am hell, I am my own critic, I’m insane, I mutter, I praise, I pray seldom, I’m selfish, I’m generous, I love my family, I love my friends, I don’t like myself, I don’t like my life, i cant do anything with it, i just have to live it.
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November 25, 2009 [ 03:22 PM ]
by soulfly
"My feel for you is decaying in front of me / Like the carrion of a murdered prey"
- carrion, fiona apple
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November 24, 2009 [ 08:45 PM ]
by soulfly
Ani 35 features 54 authors who contributed for three sections: poetry; prose (essay and fiction) based on the The Pinoy as Asian theme and; Malayang Haraya for poetry and prose contributions outside the theme.
The 54 authors included in Ani 35 are Mark Angeles, Lilia F. Antonio, G. Mae Aquino, Genevieve L. Asenjo, Abdon M. Balde, Jr., Janet Tauro Batuigas, Gil Beltran, Herminio S. Beltran, Jr., Kristoffer Berse, Jaime Jesus Borlagdan, Raymond Calbay, Catherine Candano, Nonon V. Carandang, Christoffer Mitch Cerda, Joey Stephanie Chua, Kristian S. Cordero, Genaro R. Gojo Cruz, Carlomar Arcangel Daoana, Arvin Tiong Ello, Dennis Espada, Rogerick Fontanilla Fernandez, Reparado Galos III, Dr. Luis Gatmaitan, Joscephine Gomez, Malou Jacob, Ferdinand Pisigan Jarin, Karla Javier, Phillip Kimpo, Jr., Ed Nelson R. Labao, Gexter Ocampo Lacambra, Erwin C. Lareza, Jeffrey A. Lubang, Glenn Sevilla Mas, Perry C. Mangilaya, Noahlyn Maranan, Francisco Arias Monteseña, Ruth V. Mostrales, Victor Emmanuel Nadera, Jose Velando Ogatis-I, Wilhelmina S. Orozco, H. Francisco V. Peñones, Jr., Scott Magkachi Sabóy, Judith Balares Salamat, Edgar Calabia Samar, Louie Jon A. Sanchez, Soliman Agulto Santos, Dinah Roma-Sianturi, Rakki E. Sison-Buban, Jason Tabinas, Vincent Lester G. Tan, Dolores R. Taylan, Rosario Torres-Yu, Betty Uy-Regala, and Camilo M. Villanueva, Jr.
Kitakits sa CCP Ramp [halina't rumampa! amp]
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November 24, 2009 [ 08:05 PM ]
by soulfly
Ano nga ba ang nagtutulak sa tao para pumatay? Poot? Salapi? Prinsipyo? Politika?
Doon din sa Maguindanao naging "landslide" ang pagkakapanalo ni Gloria Arroyo. Sa ilang presinto roon, wala ni isa mang boto si Fernando Poe Jr. Isipin mo: kahit isa, wala siyang nakuhang boto. Ang kapal ng mukha talaga nitong si Arroyo. Malaki ang utang na loob niya kay Ampatuan. Hello Garci?!
Ngayon naalala ko ang Jabidah massacre kung saan pinatay ng mga elemento ng Armed Forces of the Philippines ang 60 kataong Moro na kanilang nirekluta. Naalala ko ang Balangiga massacre kung saan pinatay ng mga tropang Amerikano ang halos tatlong libong sibilyan sa Balangiga, Samar dahil sa paghihiganti.
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November 23, 2009 [ 10:12 PM ]
by renperona
I’ll be watching as you descend
See your ego burn down to the ground
and I will not falter, as I witness
the crumbling of your miserable life
down to its foundations
And as hours pass
ambers will slowly fade
The wind won’t help you rekindle
The fire that you’ve started
Your existence will be forgotten
Nobody will ever notice that you’re gone
You are done
kuha mo?
November 23, 2009 [ 07:48 PM ]
by renperona
At school again.. Hindi sumasabay sa mga classmates ko na adik sa Farmville
at ang kanilang trabahong mag harvest ng kanilang mga "virtual gulay". Kaya
napaisip na lang ako at nambwisit sa facebook ahehe.. tapos i stumbled upon
something na interested ako. nakita ko sa account ng isang kaibigan ang isang
list ng names ng musicians. as a musician/music lover, medyo naglaro sa isip
ko ang situation na yun, at eto ang kinalabasan:
Stuck in a desert island. You can only listen to 40 artists the whole time you're stranded.
(i had to sacrifice ung mga singles na gusto ko, kasi artist daw ung kailangan e ahehe.. tsaka next time na yung madadrama at malalambing na entry.. :D)
In no particular order:
1) City and Colour
2) Urbandub
3) Anberlin
4) Copeland
5) Dashboard Confessional
6) Kaiser Chiefs
7) The Killers
8) Dishwalla
9) Faspitch
10) Lamb of God
11) Pantera
12) Foo Fighters
13) Goo Goo Dolls
14) Splender
15) Sentenced
16) The Cardigans
17) Wolfgang Amadeus Mozart
18) Ludwig Van Beethoven
19) December Avenue
20) John Mayer
21) Smashing Pumpkins
22) Cannibal Corpse
23) Megadeth
24) Vanessa Carlton
25) England Dan and John Ford Coley
26) Norah Jones
27) Sergio Mendes
28) John Mayer
29) Paramore
30) Testament
31) A Perfect Circle
32) Suffocation
33) The Ataris
34) Alvin de Leon
35) Mr. Big
36) Fall Out Boy
37) Dream Theater
38) Korn
39) Jim Croce
40) Stephen Bishop (because of "Parked Cars") :D
Sino dito ang pinapakinggan nyo din?
Currently listening to John Mayer - I Don't Trust Myself (With Loving You).
kuha mo?
November 23, 2009 [ 01:15 AM ]
by renperona
It's been a long time na talaga, mukhang naubos na
lahat ng tao dito sa tabulas ah ahehehe.. wala na
yung mga familiar usernames at ang mga kaibigang
nakilala ko dito, si KOMIKERO na lang ang natira
ahehehe... dko tuloy alam kung ano ang gagawin ko,
would i stick to tabulas or should i make another
blog sa ibang blogsite? **think think**
ung mga patay na account jan ng mga kaibigan ko dito,
irevive nyo na ang mga yan! palaguin nating muli ang
website ng tabulas! lol
Currently listening to City and Colour - Save Your Scissors.
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November 20, 2009 [ 09:35 PM ]
by ladyapril01
wee.. yes!yes! this is it! triple celebration na and and2 na cla ate..
today is the super bongga na celebration! pero un nga lng late akong dumating because i have my saturday class..
i started this day by having my 1st subject and instructor koh tatay koh.. muzta nman un db?? hehe.. masaya nman and they made us realize na seryosohan na ang thesis B.. dming mga bloopers and kata2wanan kaya enjoy, after that kumain n and tambay mode sa gym kc 1 p ung next class and naka2twa kc c papa andun n agad sa bahay nla lola knowing na knina nag-class p smin and andun n rn cla ate 
huhu.. ako n lng daw wala.. hayz! pano b nman super konsensya mga classmates koh na kpg di dw ako pumasok ggya cla skin.. may baliw! hihi..
ayun, medyo inaantok sa class ni sir eudz kc we didn't expect na mala-PROGRAMMING nnman pla ung class nmin sa knla, PHP cya, prang HTML pero naka2antok p rn tlga and we didn't expect dn n cla professor nmin.. lahat kmi tlga inaantok, buti may mga exercises and jokes c sir.. hihi.. and i'm also wishing na mg-4pm na kc txt ng txt cla ate n nag-iinuman n dw na ganito n kailangan koh n dw pumunta kc dmi koh n dw nami2z.. hay! we ended our class ky sir by finishing an exercise and nakktwa kc akala nmin kmi unang mata2poz un pla hndi.. haha.. and gnwa kc nmin code ng HTML and hndi PHP kya mali at ito pa kmi ang HULING natapoz.. haha.. so nagtwanan n lng kmi nla jM and tae..
nung pauwi na tlgang super bilis akong naglakad and nagpahinga sa bus, katext rn c ozeph sa mga bagay-bagay.. when i arrived, wla n tlgang tao sa haus.. huhu.. kaya ng-bihiz ako agad at pumunta n kila lola kc maski su2ndo skin ala n dw kc lht lasing na.. (tlaga lng ha) hehe.. pagdating koh, totoo nga lasing na clang lahat, eh hndi nman ako pwede uminom kc alang laman tiyan koh at UBOS na.. haha.. buti na lng may puto na andun, super dming puto.. ang sarap-sarap tlga! as in! un ang ngpaligaya sa heart koh.. hihi.. around 7pm ako kumain with my cousins and nabgla ata ako kaya di koh naubos kinuha koh ;p hehe.. super sarap nung foods kaya pinilit koh na lng ubusin.. after nun, puto ulit and kwentuhan ng konti..
all of us wants to taste the new THE BAR apple flavor kaya gnwa nmin lahat to have a sponsor.. haha.. and pano ang ngng labanan?? we did have a competition with the boyz, kc ung mga boyz ung madaming money samin.. haha.. syempre andun c papa, isa sa mga stock holders.. haha.. pano ung ngng competition?? we did sing a same song, ung theme song nmin ky nanay, ung iingatan ka and unfortunately, natalo kmi huhu.. pano b nman nag-daya cla, solo ung gnwa nla at c tito rey p ung pinili nla eh singer kaya c tito rey, ung smin kc group tlga ung kumanta! hmp! 94 kmi tpz cla 97.. tsk!tsk!tsk!
after our defeat, hndi prn kmi ngpatalo.. haha.. tlgang sa lahat ng kinakanta nmin may "THE BAR" na naba2nggt kaya nata2wa kmi.. haha.. at nagwagi kmi sa huli.. whaha.. the THE BAR ung binili nmin, cnamahan koh c insan and ksama nmin c neneng.. hehe.. the taste of THE BAR is great! di n kailangan ng ice tea kya nga grabe effect skin knowing na may allergy ako.. kmi-kmi ang umubos kc natulog n mga tita koh, naka2antok dw lasa.. hehe.. pano b nman ng-san mig lights na cla kaya ala n rn gana..
while drinking, singing mode ang arte nmin.. hehe.. maaga natapoz ung party, around 11pm ata natapz kc pagod dn lhat c biyahe, and final song ung GRABE by insan mae kaya ang saya despite na lasing na tlga kmi.. haha..
i texted him also and i've come on the conclusion na i need to forget all my expectations to him kc ala n tlga magyayari.. this day is one the greatest bonding that we have and a pain reality on my side..
good night..
kuha mo?
November 18, 2009 [ 09:06 PM ]
by soulfly
tweeting -- https://twitter.com/makoydakuykoy
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